rewritten, for my own courage..

PSALM 6

Lord, you are angry,

please don't punish me.

I am in physical pain and confusion

because of mental anguish

I need MERCY.

I need HEALING.

My soul is writhing.

And every heartbeat is a reminder

that

I have waited and waited.

How much longer will I have to wait?

TURN AROUND GOD

I am RIGHT HERE.

Save me.

Save me.

I appeal to the truth

that your love cannot fail

I appeal to your desire for praise.

I won't be able to praise you if I die.

I won't even be able to think about you.

I submit to you now.

I AM DONE

DONE!!

I have cried so much my face is raw and my bed is drenched.

I can't see straight

But even if I could, I wouldn't want to.

Life is too overwhelming.

I give up and I trust, I think...

SO,

HEY.

You liars and manipulators

who don't even think about your affect on others.

GET AWAY FROM MY FAMILY

This courage is not mine!

I know that

I HAVE BEEN HEARD.

I HAVE BEEN HEARD.

I

Have been heard.

my words have been angry

but my cry has been desperate

MERCY!! PLEASE!

The Lord accepts this?

The Lord accepts this!!!

Suddenly

Suddenly

The manipulators are ashamed

suddenly

The liars are exposed and a little confounded

What happened?

They have turned away,

because my God has turned toward me.

Not because of me

Not my cry

Not my faithless, pittiful whine.

LOVE

is

rescue

it is on it's way.

Not only do I get to be rescued

I get to watch while everything is made right.

thank you

Father.

(and thanks Kimmy. I love you for turning my mind back to Jesus)